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[Jul. 27th, 2005|05:45 pm] |
FIRSTS:
Best Friend: Leah Bates
Real Kiss: 7th grade
Self-purchased Album: The Parent Trap Soundtrack
Pet: dylan
Real Love: frank
Music you remember hearing in your house: styx
LASTS:
Kiss: frank
Movie Seen: in good company
Beverage drank: milk
Food consumed: noodles?
Present Crush: ha.
Last crush: frank
Last Phone Call: hebbs
Last Shoes Worn: black sequin flip flops
Last Item Bought: fall out boy tshirt
RELATIONSHIPS:
Who is your very best friend? i have more than one.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
SPECIFICS:
Do you do drugs? no
What kind of shampoo do you use? vive, right now
What are you most scared of? losing people
What are you listening to right now? tbs..what else
Where do you want to get married? on the beach
How many buddies are online right now? 74
What one thing would you change about yourself?my tolerance
FAVORITES:
Color: pink
Food: dippin' dots
Boys' names: keegan
Girls' names: ...something cool
Subjects: english
Perfume: gap dream
HAVE YOU EVER:
Taken a bath with someone: yes
Skinny dipped: not so much
Lied: a little
Fallen for your best friend: in 6th grade.
Been rejected: yep
Rejected someone: yep.
Used someone: i guess probably
Done something you regret: of course, doesn't everyone
CURRENT:
Clothing: lax shorts and a soccer tshirt.
Music: mourning maxwell
Annoyance: fighting with him
Smell: spaghetti sauce
DVD in player: i think legally blonde
LAST PERSON:
Hugged: frank
IMed: lia
ARE YOU:
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: i dont think so, but i guess some people would.
Interesting: you'll see.
Moody: yeeep
Organized: almost never.
Hardworking: under pressure
Healthy: during sports
Attractive: you tell me.
Bored: times a million why do you think im doing this shit
Responsible: about what
Obsessed: no
Sad: no
Disappointed: about some decisions
Hyper: when im with my friends
Trusting: hardly
Talkative: most of the time
All I need is: the people who need me
Last person you danced with: franky
Who makes you laugh? teagan
Who makes you smile? heh..
Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them? youd be surprised.
NUMBER:
Of times I have had my heart broken: once
Of hearts I have broken: :-/who knows
Of boys I've kissed: welllll...:-P
Of CDs I own: too many to count. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|09:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | fall out boy- sugar were goin down | ] |
yesterday was a little crazy, i guess moshpits dont really have my name written all over them and i dont really feel at home in the front row of senses fail if i can feel the heat radiating off of everyone around me, in the rain. after losing my shoes and getting beat up, frank and i went on a f-in crazy adventure to get me some new ones. teh heat and rain, dirt, and sweat were all worth it by the end of the day.
ive felt so nervous for a while, what the fuck is wrong with me, i know everythings fine. right? i just wnat to go to sleep, maybe if id stop having these weird fuckin dreams itd be a easier.
only ..2 and a half weeks til soccer starts, pretty much meaning "summer" ends. i feel lke this summer is flying by and i missed a lot...i dont know if i should try to get it all out of my system soon, or just be content that i had some control.
or maybe im just thinking too much about a million things that dont matter.
i need to sleep.. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|11:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | cute w/o the "e" - TBS | ] |
wow it really feels like this summer is going by fast...
had a few crazy nights here and there, nothing compared to last summer, maybe someday i'll find the happy medium, its sad i dont remember much of july last year, sometimes we went a little overboard, but this year i feel inexperienced like i havent been out enough ...what am i missing?
..probably not too much.
the truth is most of the time i dont want to "go out" maybe having a boyfriend during the summer has forced me to mellow out?this is new for me, but i think its a good thing. there comes a point where too much of a good thing is...well not so good anymore.
ive been working a couple days a week, babysitting a couple days, reffing, i guess i'm getting some good money for how little i've been working, more than im used to anyways
my mom and denis went on vacation to nevada, fuck, thats been a disaster for me the entire week, grandma is staying with me and nick so i can go out sometimes and not have to babysit for a whole week, i almost would rather be doing that...i hate lying and sneaking around, wow. i guess i've done a lot of that lately, kind of shitty eh...
somehow my mom managed to ruin things for me from 3000 miles away, crazy how shes capable of that. sometimes i wonder does she actually want me to be miserable or does she care about me like she says she does, if thats true she does a really fuckin shitty job showing it, god i love her to death i just wish we could agree on more things. i've been trying really hard lately, maybe when she comes back we can start over?...i hope...i feel like im growing up more lately, i understand her better, but things are still a little hazzy, she just amazes me sometimes.
denis living here has been an adjustment and a half. having my own bathroom kind of helps, but its the little things that really get to me; diffrent plates,weird sauces in the refriderator, his fuckin dirty laundry...i mean come on. i guses someday ill get used to it, hopefully ill graduate early and get away from it? i think thats half the reason i want to do it. i hate my grade and i dont particularly like my home.
..i feel so fucking picky...whats wrong with me?
im a pretty lucky girl
sometimes i just have trouble seeing it
xoxo* |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2005|11:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | dave matthews band-crush | ] |
usually journal entries are only good if im sad...or pissed off.
this one might bore you
i had the best birthday ever. thursday i went to pick up my dress iwth my mom and nick. im in love with it. it fits perfectly and i feel a lot less stressed now that thats out of the way:)when i got home i ate a family birthday dinner with denis my mom nick and uh, lyz. then katelyn came over to see the dress and eat dessert:) i was kinda bummed that frank couldnt come over...but he made up for it when he surprised me after his concert with a tiffanys necklace. i kinda flipped out...:):):)
friday was my birthday! i woke up , opened presents ...$5 from nick and a tiffany's bracelet from my mom:):) i am one very happy girl. :) then went to school to find out that there was no power..i sat in the cafeteria with my gym class for a while then we were dismissed!:)britt katelyn and i walked to britts and heather and lyz showed up with lyz's car decorated for my birthday and we had a celebration8)hah then teagan brittney katelyn and i created a nice little surprise basket for lia and delivered it to her school.
we all got around, then lia teagan katelyn lyz brittney mallory kyla and i went to Olive Garden for dinner and to the mall for a bit. we came back and eventually lia katelyn and i went to the play for a while and to nicks afterwards with heather nick and richie
yesterday i got around and hung out with lia and heather for a bit then went to the mall with frank, saw a movie and went to friendly's, today i'll probably go up to his house for the day after i get highlights:)
xoxo* |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|05:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | oasis-wonderwall | ] |
so much for being nice.
is it wrong that this song reminds me of someone else
i cant help it lately, it seems like i want the opposite of everything that happens.
same shit diffrent day i guess..
i miss my friends..i miss my girls..
long weekend, yay!
peace whores.
p.s. i love my bath bitches;) |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|04:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | train-meet virginia | ] |
Happy St.Patrick's Day!!
today was the best...
1.it was st.patricks day
2.study hall instead of gym
3.new seats in spanish, tony viselli could possibly be the funniest kid ever:-xand the stories he told today ...were the best.
4.i understand the math for the first time in a few weeks
5."mrs.scott" wasnt being a whore, so for the first time all year i didnt address her as helga or peg.
6.my mom and den are getting a new car tonight to replace his pos
track is shitty , today wasnt horrible.
plus..after i take a shower and such there will be a big party at emmies around 7..whoever reads this is invited, unless you are a whore, then dont come:)
i am all rested up because yesterday i stayed home with my brother who was "sick"...8-) then i went to frankys and watched a movie...i really like hanging out with frank its pretty chill:):)
T-...1 day til the weekend...14 days til my birthday...like..22 days til spring break and...then prom. im pumped...
peeeeace |
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[Mar. 14th, 2005|08:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | the starting line-bedroom talk | ] |
now that everyones done having a bitchfest in my comments i guess its okay to update again:)
im sore from track:-x and homework doesnt really look good to me when im this tired...
the weekend was awesome, friday we served food for some rotary thing:-x then i saw that they used the left over stewwed cabbage as a side dish at lunch..sickos. then i went to katelyns with sierra fisher zac and nick to play poker8-)it was a good time. saturday took a trip to emmies with nick sierra and katelyn then to every girls dream with katelyn...i need to find a dress for prom:)franks getting me excited...it should be fun:):) went to his house for the night then sunday hung out iwth him and katelyn
wooo...today was the best lunch period ever, im pretty sure i've never laughed so hard..."so...do you think they um.." ..yeah insiders8-)pffffff so cool.
thats all for now, it'll be fun to see how much bitching i get for this entry:)
<3 |
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[Mar. 5th, 2005|10:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | flickerstick-got a feeling | ] |
i've been up late every night
and early every morning
i finally caught up on my sleep last night, the one night id rather be out doing something..
snow day tuesday, hung out with katelyn, then went to franks
wednesday we had a sports meeting, deffinatly not excited for track:-/
thursday i had an mri, i was nervous and kept my eyes shut for the whole time, i've never been more stil for 45 minutes..only to find out i need to get another one next week...then, went to franks
last night i went to subway with ky then babysat all f-ing night:-(..
today i'll probably hang out with katelyn a bit then...later tonight ill probly be with frank..if we can pull it off, i'll let you know.
as for "lynda" ..no one knows who you are, and i've talked to kimber about everything, i dont need to explain myself to anyone especially someone who doesnt know me...
...<3 |
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[Feb. 25th, 2005|11:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | california-hawk nelson | ] |
ya, its back
the past few weeks have been a little crazy...
i went to florida, i came back
i love heather,
i missed teagan the most.
..and all the rest of my girls,
and franky.
i guess i really did not miss the drama, when you're with your gparents for a week you dont really get much of that, except when the g-pa wont let you leave the "adventure park" after being there from 10-6 and heather spills coffee all over the place, and singing cowboys dont help much either..nope. dont worry we got him good.
tomorrow should be fun,
i'll chill with bobby and then frank then bake with tiggs then..mm..OUT?...
k8lyn 012: sooo my little sister and my mom and dad are having a conversation about viagra and i can hear em
...i missed you too katelyn
i cant wait for summer
and prom with corey...yeah i know, whats up8-) |
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|06:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | california-phantom planets | ] |
this week has been so long...
"one more day" ...i keep telling myself that. all i want is weekend its like a little tease of summer...
so last night was probably the funnest night ive had in a long time. teagan katelyn jen and i went to walmart,then jen katelyn and i went to bin bin..eckerd..kmart..etc. :)i had so much fun with you girls.
today on the other hand was only fun for like an hour...
went tanning,to the basketball scrimmage for a few then baked cookies with jen and teagan and then to lyzs for a bit.
then we heard about erics accident, all of us were upset...its like a slap in the face. maybe i wont be riding in cars as much ...one more reason to be scared...
so i ate dinner by myself again..thats getting old..how bout my mom and denis eat upstairs for once:-/..it makes me feel guilty for making my mom eat dinner alone for a year..its a little thing but for some reason it makes me feel really lonely:(
so tomorrow maybe out for the night with teagan so celebrate her birthday, hopefully a little fun, im sure it will be..we both need to escape our o-so-mean parents..?:-x
Saturday is winterball..im going w/frank now..it should be fun and hopefully after i've talked to kimber she'll be okay with it. i cant expect her to be i guess, i just want to have a fun night getting dressed up with all of my friends and going out afterwards...
..dont take it out on me.
<3peace
..get well eric! |
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